I have fallen off the bandwagon. I didn't mean to, and I came up with lots of excuses for why it happened. None of that matters now. I am going to re-commit to getting back on the band wagon and continue my journey to a healthier me.
I haven't gained back any of the weight I lost, so that is a plus. I haven't stopped counting my calories, another plus. Although I am pretty sure the only reason I haven't actually stopped with the calorie counting is because of my obsessive need to actually get my days in a row checking in on My Fitness Pal up, up, up. Yes I am a wee bit obsessive about most things in my life. I sometimes feel bad for my poor family. My husband looked at me the other day and asked why I was being so precise with the rubbish from our take away meal. I think I muttered something about wanting to have a least a little bit of control. Yeah I know sad.
To date I have lost 20.7 Kilo's and am only 2.2 kilo's away from being under 200 pounds for the first time in quite a few years. I am going to try and blog about this more. I am hoping that by coming here and blogging I can stop the emotional eating. I have had so many things pop up lately that I started doing that emotional eating thing again, I thought I had conquered it, but not so, apparently.
